Sahlun Jiddan

ok..thats my favourite word for the whole semester! cause i want to think arab as a "sahlun jiddan" language. arab was ok. i have 2 ustaz teaching my class. one of them just cant help it but talk in arab 24/7 that sometimes i get tottally annoyed with esp. when he ask me questions i couldn't answer. how could you expect a student with no basic to understand arab seh?? another ustaz of mine is quite good in a way. i can understand n learn at the same time. not forgetting funny too. so to sum everything up..there kinda cool for Arab teachers la. something to feel glad about. anything interesting this week? owh ya i fell sick on monday. i think it was caused by the heavy downpour i had to ran into while carrying the vacuum cleaner from my apartment to the car! shit it was a big deal!!! so berat seh with umbrella in my other hand. but im ok now.. just soar throat n stupid flu. i need those lozenges to cool off...thank god i love the taste of my ubat batuk...ehehehhe...ok la..im not going to crap nymore....toodles ya'll...gonna rest n study for MUET exam due this saturday..wish me luck ya'll! *hUgS* here comes the highest band!!

Home Alone

First caution for people staying home alone, check your doors, windows and grils are safely locked to keep unwanted visitors coming in!! DOUBLE CHECK IF YOU HAVE TO! this has nothing to do with this blog im
writing..just expressing myself!! i now wish astro provides better satelite signals to homes as im so stressed out cause my astro programmes watching are interupted since this morning. just a slight breeze makes it all turn cracking..so sial sia!!! staying home alone, the only friend you have is the tv and the net...no wonder the net was invented. ehehehe...ok now im bored writing..later la! chow!

p/s: this blog has no sense..so scrammm!

~only stupido~

One two step, one two step

Have anyone ever consider dancing as a profession? it would be so cool...yeah actually dancing could be so fun an enjoyable. nothing beats it especially if you can REALLY, REALLY move to the beat..just shake! shake! here and there and VOILA! its a dance! ahahahha...i know im crapping but im having fun now and eventho im leaving at home all alone without company from whoever might come along, i wish now i went back to kch..at least ill surely get a decent meal everyday. im been choking on bread for the past 2 days...so not me...hate it hate it hate it!! ok la..wandy is calling now..ill get back to this entire blog writing later on! tOorAhhhh...

~oUttA hEre~

Dedicated to The Only One Before I Go

"Sometimes the best and the most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, cannot be touched, but can be felt in the heart "

Love doesnt need a reason...its something u can feel burning inside ur heart and waiting to be explode of love...Please, never ever ask me why I love u cause to me love is nature and without love the world is nothing but a piece of crap...As everyone loves the world, I love my loved ones... and you're in the circle of my loved ones. Always will and stays there....my loving hummingbird! *mwahs*

From someone who cares,
Nina

Modern Arabic

yeah...ustaz is coming soon to take back the books he lend me few days ago. what can i say about arab! DIFFICULT!! SIMPLY DIFFICULT! any other word to discribe arab? i dont think so...anyway i hope ill catch up when i get back to college. cause you know..im a slow learner...but i think im gonna love it somehow. wanna bet? im truly obsessed! and did i tell you bout my ustaz? he is young...but sadly he didnt turn out to be a hottie or benjamin mckenzie for the matter. if not ill surely dump my boyfriend for him...ahahahha just joking syg! (if ure reading this..) but yea...if he was that actor like looking guy, i guess all my arabic language will potray his face? no jawi but faces! i bet u on that and ill always feel excited n up beat for classes but what can i do? he doesnt turn up to be that kind. so god is obviously fair...if not ill never going back to uia to study arab but just stay here and do the "e-jarak" test from home..yea? got to go...ustaz to layan! *mwahs*

p/s: should i imagine him as RYAN? hah!

valuable lesson

everytime we encounter obstacles in our lives we always blame others for our misery but never have we actually see thru ourselves to see whats the entire problem. ive learnt a valuable lesson through out the entire holiday. not have i just learn to appreciate things around but also it has opened my eyes wider and heart to accept the wrong turnings in my life. sometimes we can't help it but just do things the wrong way. if there's someone who wants to held a helping hand, why not? im just ordinary, nothing extraordinary about me but im trying. and will always keep on trying. they will never be a fairy tale conclusion when we don't work hard for it. some may say they've work hard enuff to get what they need but i just realise that maybe if we try harder it will just work. sometime what we think is not always right. we think we've done it but in actual fact its just part of our hardship. can people change for the better? yeah i guess so...just keep on trying and have faith in Allah. if until the last resort we still don't get what we wish for...then maybe Allah has better things for us...in the afterlife perhaps? i do believe....

HELPPPPPPPPPPP!!!

ive been trying to edit my html to put shout out box n link but i cant...so how? kuhaz if ure reading this i need help! ehehhehe..im so lousy at this! *chOw*

Book Review

Normally i would never thought of reading a Danielle Steel's book but this particular one attracted my attention. "Bittersweet" how do people define this word? The first time i saw the book it reminded me much of a chocolate from beryl's. so funny that the fav chocolate i like turn to be a book i recently love. funny aint it? but its cool.

the book tells us a story about a married woman that was stuck to a husband she thought loved her. over 17 years of marriage never once occured to her that the only thing her husband had in mind was to tie her wings by taking care of the family, as a chauffer and cook. her life wasn't all that bad but it all turn bad when she realise one day when all her 4 children grew older she was lost and missed her old life that is as a photojounarlist. stories (uncovering the sadness of other people through her camera lens...covering in kenya, bosnia, etc and helping them in a way) Remembering all that she tried to talk senses into her husband to take up assignments once in awhile, something nearby but sadly he opposed the decision. From there onwards, their relation cracked and she finally got to know that her marriage to her husband was part of a "deal" once said out when she decided to marry him and forget her carrier. A perfectly closed door to the other world. It gloom her when her husband told her that she can't expect them to be crazy in love after all those years. its just too childish. so, with that she just closed herself for him until he finally met a guy named Paul Ward whom is married to the famous author Serena Smith. Summer at Cape Code for her was the best that year. India (her name) learn how to break free after the encouragement Paul gave her. Started with fear till she had the guts to stand up for herself infront of her husband, Doug. Friendship bond started between them accidently. From there the ups and down of a crisis appear one by one uncovering the truth. A bewitching, dynamic and heart throbbing tale of a woman that wants to do something out of herself and insearch of herself after those years blocked.

how about it guys? don't you think this is rubbish? and hell yeah there are those kind of guy out there who just wont listen to us (women) even after all the modern civilizations. I love this book as it gives true meaning of what life could be. In a way could change most lives. It gives courage to women out there that is stuck with a life crisis how to deal with it and endure the pain as it fades. Need not to be rough as India potrayed a humble, sweet and soft woman with strong eagerness to make her dream come true. Not everything in this world is done with violence. She made it in the end and became stronger than ever for herself and her children.

Give it a try..nothing to loose....Peace for all the women in this world! We are the feminity and best creature alive! *hUgS*

Get Lifted

Ectasy is the word of the night...bring it in and we all can fly! substatuition for our boring life. there's nothing like it...dance dance dance! anything more fascinating? light of conversation has it flows, over communication is a bore and i feel quite content right now. stick with me we'll make history...surely there's nothing to compare. i need ecstacy! hah! john legend will be a legend..

~soul food~

All Alone

Here i come in wide open arms, in this dream again. to be the only one. i share my dream with somebody today but nothing seems so right. now i know im all alone again in my room and back again to be the lonely one. sometimes i cry refining all the things i had to do, to make someone happy and understand me but i know its hard for people to appreciate cause these are the minor things in life people forget to be thankful. i wasnt suppose to indulge myself back again into this kind of trauma that would keep me in the coma for the rest of my life. im not the singing bird people could cage in those golden cage as i would love to fly above the sky. feel free and independantly. the stronger i meant to be the weaker i get. the harder i try to build the walls around me they crumbles like ashes easily. this i s a black code for my little black book. peace for all eternity!

circles of memory!

well...didnt do anything extraordinary or amazingly good things today but manage to get up from bed at 1pm..a new record since a year ago! i have forgotten how nice it is to wake up late the next morning and still dunno what else better to do...now its holiday for us (UIAians) and such a relief esp. for those undergoing architecture course. sleeping can never be more alluring than now...despite the fun part of having hols now..i actually miss my studio mates. have been spending the whole entire year with them...rejection, proposals, drawings, presentation,. personal activities, dancing in the studio and etc. nothing in this entire universe could beat those kind of memory we shared. knowing we are actually going back there in 3 weeks time to finally complete our foundation year with arabic course in the end, its kinda cool but won't be the same. when we do get to the main campus...everything will change and i am sure some will lead the more circles in life they will come across later on. being around people you trust and love is the best ever thing we can ever wish for. they were my fine experience and they were also my bad dreams. everything in one makes my life fun with so many spices. maybe the entire meal will be ready after the next 5years.

I LOVE MY STUDIO MATES (14)!!!

do you know that we are the best ever?

be proud...cause im proud of us!

good luck to everyone and hope you guys get what you want in life!

long live the spirits of our determination!

Take care *hUgS*

bon appetite!

dinner at marche-muvenpick was fantastic..might go there to wobble the waffles again..its so nice and delicious and everything nice in this world! better than the waffle world, OU. anyways was just dropping by to say that! hah! everyone curious where the place is? its at our own local new mall...the curve. nice n sleek...its another place i want to be at....go check it out! yeeeha....here comes wobbling! *hUgS*

tOoraHhh

lets start with umul kitab Al-Fatihah....Bismillah...

actually im sitting here waiting for my mom to get a shut eye so i can sneak around calling wandy...but sadly i will just have to wait. to another part, im currently happy (AGAIN!) cause The O.C season 2 has started..so excited..and what more can i be happy about? sound of music this friday and...yeah finals are almost over...one more paper...yeeha?
tomorrow will be going back to college again to set up for external assessment from KAED and i dunno why i feel numb. mayb im just not very keen. but will have to go through it also anyhow. plus tomorrow we will have this farewell party kinda thing at our respective studio whereby my mom is cooking mee kolok..some sarawak speciality...yummy! to all sarawakians they will know and the first thing that will come out from their mouth is "Ya Bok Nyaman!!" ehehhe...i miss home!
oklah...im off now...bored of writing..till sound of music! tOOoooRaHHHhhhh!!!

Lots of love,
Nina

toilet papers anyone?

The miracle of toilet paper......
Fresh from my shower, I stand in front of the mirror complaining to my husband that my breasts are too small. Instead of characteristically telling me it's not so, he uncharacteristically comes up with a suggestion.
If you want your breasts to grow, then every day take a piece of toilet paper and rub it between your breasts for a few seconds. Willing to try anything, I fetch a piece of toiler paper and stand in front of the mirror, rubbing it between my breasts.

"How long will this take?" I asked.
"They will grow larger over a period of years" my husband replies.
I stopped.
"Do you really think this will do the trick?"
Without missing a beat he says, "Worked for your butt, didn't it?"
He's still alive and with a great deal of therapy, he may even walk again.
Stupid, stupid man.

**for some laughters out there**

something smells

ok i know i shouldnt be doing this as i am in my exam week but who can stop a girl for being curious to write? i know someday it'll kill me but as for now im leaving it to uphold...dignity and beyond? yeah wadeva...anyways i have been stress out for this couple of weeks but all of it is soon to be over...one paper down and 3 to go...what do you expect me to feel? easy...happy happy happt toooraAaaHhhHHhh! yeeha...im so gonna enjoy this laggingness in me to register i am stil in EXAMMMM week but im so gonna enjoy the sound of music broadway show even better after the exams...please please please come back to my senses...yah already! im starting to crap more than i would be able to in real life. this is plain text..no one can deny its very good and easy to use. express ya'll...its time to express the grooveeeeeeee...yeah babe! im outta here...there's rice to cook in the kitchen... tOoodLeSsssSSS!!! i love smacking butt! check out guys butt is better...dont ya think? love 'em...em em em! *wink!

depletion of today

since the presentation, ive had restless nights but just that! gladly i was home to take my mind of it. anyways, something happened today that made me laugh at a stalker that could never leave me to rest in peace...die perhaps but surely not in peace. coating inscripts that mayb i wouldnt understand but i figured it out dude!!! im a hell of a chic for you to mess around with. i maybe gentle and bubbly but im not dumb. yeah? well other than that nothing extraordinary happened. just laze around after computer quiz and just got back from kak amu's house for dinner. nothing could be done more lovely than today. thanks to me, myself and i...im loving every minute of my life. anything gonna happen will happen...even if we don't like it. im trying to have an open heart for this so help me GOD! toooOOOoorahhHHhhhHHhhh everyone! and good night..

p/s: sorry to cut it short...finals this friday! wish me luck! *hUgS*

me, today

first and foremost i got back to my room around 5 this morning...not forgetting i have FKM quiz in 5 hours...how much sleep do i get? only 4? well yeah..after the finals are over im surely gonna get more sleep than ever....all this midnight awakening is making me sick...after this im going strait to the studio again to see what i can finish by this evening before proceeding home...wah! no place like another....home sweet home....i like the sound of it as im getting tired of this stupid lil campus of mine...everything is restricted...whatever la! so now im sitting in my cc doing some updating...after this it would be work work work work!!!! yeeha...A plus for this one...

im feeling crappy the whole day depsite the laughters here and there this morning. i dont feel right bout something...how can i know its what i want? questions questions and questions in and out...but i hope it will end some how...please owh please i need a break! chalo....

p/s: owh ya i did extremely good in my quiz this morning...yeea?

tOOooOOOrAhhHHhhhHHhh!!!

The Mighty Me

ok ok...i know the title made a confusion for all of you currently reading..what can i say? nothing else amuse me the most than a pretty kick off title loving myself too much. im self centred and nothing can be done about that. i dont think anyone has ever love theirselves too much like i do. Anyways, im in computer class AGAIN!! at its 3.33pm and im half dead...opps! i mean half bored. Have tonnes to do but still working on it. Too lazy! finals is just around the corner..talking bout around the corner...im SOoooo going to the the sound of music broadway show! so cool kan? ive been a fan all my life and now its all becoming so true. well here i go again crapping nonsense..but i likeeeeeeeee! to tell you the truth i dunno why im posting this issue but simply cause ive finished comp class? got 8 over 10 so that'll be ok right? ok lah..dunno what else to say. i love myself more than anything. love for fools? nahhh...love for the dead...mentioning JESSE the hot spanish ghost...i know he's around me looking out for me...how cool can this be? yeay!!

lots of love from the writer/poster,
Bewitching Star @ Nina Liyana

something got to give

nothing interesting here guys!! get out! watch out! hurry save you lives from reading this hideous write up! im just taking a break on research now. heavy load on my back right now as finals are approaching..can't believe my foundation year is finally going to be over soon!! anyways, as me and my beloved "daddy" crack our brains to get this work done..(well, cant have my own brain craked, cant i?) some may be enjoying zoukfest in Genting right now....so not fair!! im stuck with assignments and my cuzz as well as my neighbour is stuck babysitting her youg cute adorable sister....which is better? hah!! to end this heart breaking session ill say....good night!
gotcha!! you guys must have expected something like more flowery ending? thanks to my cracking brain i cant develop a single line...bye guys and i hate those you went to zoukfest cause i wanttttttt also!!! *bluek~~

Computer Class

Few hours ago I did my laundry and it felt good with good smell in the room and all. Everything was perfectly fine until my computer class that is so damn bloody annoying whereby I have gotten a headache thru out the session. Hah! I don’t even understand half of what she is saying. So here goes my babbling in n out of the history of my GORGEOUS life. Mwahs love you guys!!

p/s: im in my computer class btw…cheating on the net!!! Yeah!! While sue is “bengang” cause she cant get online! ehehehe