27/8/2005 - What happened in my world of today? yesterday midnight i had to see wandy go. he left kl for Japan after a week here with me!!. I thought i wouldn't be sad to see him go but the agony of watching him walkaway towards the departure hall and knowing it will be long till he comes back to visit is just so hurtful.
*...im sorry for what i did as i seriously hope he will come back very soon...*
i drove with a downpour in my eye. feeling that the time we've spent together was so short it was barely enough. would i want to make it right, and have the power, ill turn back the time and toil around to make his visit the bomb. but i know this is possible as no one could change or take back time.
as im writing this, my stomach begins to churn in a way that my hands are to nervous or "bergetar" to type anything. ill stop here before my heart bleeds n my eyes go watery. i love n miss the atmosphere. LOVE LOVE LOVE!!! u know who u are...
Lots of Love,
SAMBAL BELACAN LOVER