dah sudah lah....

sometimes we're too caught up of living our lives that it goes on without us realising that it is stepping into new chapters everyday. just last week i thought i wouldn't be able to finish the cs and make it for clearance. but i finally did. and im so so so happy. *leaping with joy* as to that, i am proud to say im officially a graduate! ~exams are over, project paper was a success, cs done, clearance done, final transcript collected and most importantly, im no more bonded to UIA.. yes! for now, im free and await for my convocation in october. this is such a relief. -----next in my near future?! what will happen? well, lets see..... love you guys. and i miss my S and K. *mwahs

happiness

i have finished final exams. i have finally hard bounded my thesis. im worthy of a degree. yes? im so happpyyyyyy! hopefully everything goes fine from now. this is my sound of freedom. :)

i found it

People in the foam...fantastic! im somewhere...


Blasting foam....Massive!

A Pool of Foam

Foam Quack Quack

ok i dont have pictures but the event was a blast. nothing beats being submerged in foam and being all flirtatious among guys i dont even remember their names after 5 minutes being around them. hah! i miss the foam, the coldness after you had the shower (to clean yourself esp. the eye) and decide being in the foam is much better and warmer. LOL i dunno how to describe this...but i definately will go to a party like that again. no doubt. as long as its clean and happening. who ever is wondering what im talking about, its the Quack Quack Foam party held yesterday, sunday 8th March 2009 at Market Place. its the beginning of great events for me this year. practically sloshed and unable to remember anything after. what say you? i wished some of my other friends were there too, but the 8 of us that went surely had fun. i can tell. as for now, im trying to find where they are posting the pictures, so i can see how silly i was and show you guys how massive the foam was. ill miss last night. my first experience. i am not a FOAM PARTY virgin anymore. hahahhaha thanks guys! and keep it up! they should do this again soon.

p/s: im thinking of this party for my birthday.... now i know what i want. hahahaha

xoxo

im sick but blessed

im blessed with loving parents.

im blessed by having good friends.

im blessed by having cousins who understands me and like being around me.

mostly im blessed for being me.

thank you God for giving this terrific life to me.

perfect...

tonight was nearly perfect...i think!

last weekend was perfect when i heard his voice.

but most of all, my life is perfect when i have YOU.... (fill in the blanks...)

p/s: i nak kahwin la....LOL. oh btw, happy advance VALENTINES day my friends: syaza, radhi, sue, kuhaz, ida. & extra special to NOREEN and DEWI. u girls are my pillars!

should i?

its been a long time. but its coming.

im not good with hellos, arrival, goodbyes or even departures. a person has to make the first move before i get friendly and departure happened twice recently that im glad i had strength to hold on.

my friends departed somewhere i believe is very exciting. one place with beautiful beaches and places to explore, another a laid back place where it feels like a second home to me whenever im there. however, i know it must be scary for you but its an experience! a new world, a new chapter. i like the sound of it. u girls be glorious promise?

events after events drool over me in recent weeks. i fail to understand myself sometimes. but i love the hustle and bustle of it. i dont make sense. along the way ive learnt to appreciate myself, and along the line ive seen myself as beautiful. maybe one day ill see more of myself. and maybe, just maybe that person will notice.....

please dont leave me....

The Awaiting

One day i will look back to the days i have experienced and gone through these past 4years (here) and if u were to ask me what i'd miss or will i miss it? honestly, my answer is "i don't know". I have no direct attachment to any area of my university grounds nor any programs in particular. but i know ill miss my girlfriends who never fails to give me a "sense of joy". definitely. 2 of them are leaving real soon. and i bit them good bye and all the best of luck. im happy for you both. *big hug* i'd miss my other friends too. they are like pillar of "gembira-ness".

or maybe (i just thought of this actually), i would miss calling kak hanim (my dean's p.a) up to make appointments to see prof mansor. She's so nice, And maybe i will miss most lecturer's room that i often visit. Other than these, if u'd ask again what else i will miss in my life if the wind direction changes soon, is the warm feeling of having my beloved family around. I would miss raya's and every other occasion we celebrate yearly. and the moral support they give me generally. as well as their endless love for me thoroughly.

pls promise me people you will come visit wherever i go in the future. ill come to you too if God is willing.

Mama: ill miss your endless nags (i know u'd want only the best for me), your delicious cookings, and most of all your warm hugs and kisses that are able to shay the pain or sorrows i feel, away
Appa: ill miss your advise (u never bore me with it), excellent general knowledge-ure like a living encyclopedia, and a pillar to hold on
Asyraf: ill definitely miss the endless argues we have EVERYDAY but i will surely miss to have you sticking up for me EVERYTIME. and also the most important is, ill miss ur singing (hahahaha)
Amyrah: ill miss ur silence (most of the time), that unique laughters u fill my days with and ur remarkable huge appetite. ill miss it all.
Kak Tina: she is like family. without her we are doomed. ill miss the fresh clean cloths that i don't have to do myself daily, ur "i'm always right" attitude (funny) and the mouth-watering sambal tempe and appam. ill miss it if i go far. *drool*
Noreen: i miss partying with you, shopping with you, eating with you, and talking crap with you. u're like a bigger sister i never had. u were always there for me. thank you. i will definitely and surely miss you.

but whatever it is, just pray i go somewhere cool, the best, safe and beautiful. So this sem's resolution is to score; dean's list or more and make the best out of all things. *cross-fingers* Amin.

XOXO