28th October ended...there wasnt any difference in the excitement.
Raya spirit ended...
Planning Studio 3 ended...
Portfolio ended
EXAMS...are just starting in few days.
Love life is resuming back...thank GOD.
Bitchiness are arising
Caringness is at stake
and i wonder what else will end my year.
and i wonder will my life be long enough to see what i may or may not become one day?
will i see myself good for the people?
will i see myself building a happy family and taking care of my parents & siblings?
or will i just be the next person the life will soon ends? i still wonder.....
p/s: i have my own mind too...but where are you now?
Love the Loveless,
Nina
Sunday, October 29, 2006
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Percentages
Body State - 70% strong 30% weak
Mind State - working 80%, dont care mode 10%, asleep 10%
RAYA spirit - 40% jiggie 60% lost spirit
Family unity - 60% : so low these days
Happiness - 40%
Sadness - 60%
BITCHINESS - 100%
Friends - 50%
Love - 20%
Hate - 70%
Complacent - 10%
Total LIFE percentage - 54.54%
Thank god its still above half. so i can say my life is still normal. *wink!
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
living pieces......
The significance of fasting month is you can lose weight or gain weight easily. what happen to me was, the first 2 weeks i lost a lot of weight due to takde selera makan...but currently im gaining again. due to my unstoppable eating habits. i like to snack. screw me if u have a problem with that. but this is what stress does to a person that has not been eating snacks for the past year. thanks to it, now im officially having BELLY again. not much though, but it has worsen this time around.
Another good thing about fasting is, time seems to fly rather fast and i cant wait to celebrate hari raya that is just in a week's time. im done with projects. i hate them tops. i just want to get our of this UIA circle and lead a normal life without having to wear hijab (my hair drops!!!! ish..), please people around me with diplomatic measures (just not me yo!), no more staying up at night to meet project deadlines and far worst is i dont want to look at this one particular face for a long time..maybe just for now(ntah...). but i just need a break from that pathetic n fugly face. GO AWAY BITCHES!!!! *opps puasa...*
now im having GIS class, havent started yet though but im not overly eager to come. my lecturer just had HIS PMS perhaps. he blow off his madness this morning with all those stupid reasons. ok, we are just human u know. dont expect us to be robots and do everything perfectly. i seriously think he knows about our internal portfolio today. and i seriously think he knows we will be supremely busy. but what did he do? got mad because the morning session didnt come to his class this morning. why we didnt? because we had our FCUKING portfolio didnt we? and our presentation was at 10 in the morning. class was at 8. u fcuking mad? he even said he will fail the morning session students. how much crueler can he be? is there such word? maybe becoming the next cruela devil. aiyohhh....life is so sad down here in gombak. seriously! so kesian....
ok, no more swearing nina, holiday is just around the corner....HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ME!! TO ME! TO ME! and a very Happy Raya to all. may your holiday be fill with fun and smiles. i hope mine will....i miss everybody back home already. and i never ever EVER want to come back to UIA ever again. can i? *YES!!!! YIPPIE!!!!*
p/s: my parents came back from umrah today..so thats one thing to be happy about. im glad they came back safely. i hope everyone in my family came back healthy. LOVE YOU GREAT PEOPLE that is called MY PARENTS. mwahs
Deep down Love From,
NinaLiyana aka The Living Legend. *hah*
Another good thing about fasting is, time seems to fly rather fast and i cant wait to celebrate hari raya that is just in a week's time. im done with projects. i hate them tops. i just want to get our of this UIA circle and lead a normal life without having to wear hijab (my hair drops!!!! ish..), please people around me with diplomatic measures (just not me yo!), no more staying up at night to meet project deadlines and far worst is i dont want to look at this one particular face for a long time..maybe just for now(ntah...). but i just need a break from that pathetic n fugly face. GO AWAY BITCHES!!!! *opps puasa...*
now im having GIS class, havent started yet though but im not overly eager to come. my lecturer just had HIS PMS perhaps. he blow off his madness this morning with all those stupid reasons. ok, we are just human u know. dont expect us to be robots and do everything perfectly. i seriously think he knows about our internal portfolio today. and i seriously think he knows we will be supremely busy. but what did he do? got mad because the morning session didnt come to his class this morning. why we didnt? because we had our FCUKING portfolio didnt we? and our presentation was at 10 in the morning. class was at 8. u fcuking mad? he even said he will fail the morning session students. how much crueler can he be? is there such word? maybe becoming the next cruela devil. aiyohhh....life is so sad down here in gombak. seriously! so kesian....
ok, no more swearing nina, holiday is just around the corner....HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ME!! TO ME! TO ME! and a very Happy Raya to all. may your holiday be fill with fun and smiles. i hope mine will....i miss everybody back home already. and i never ever EVER want to come back to UIA ever again. can i? *YES!!!! YIPPIE!!!!*
p/s: my parents came back from umrah today..so thats one thing to be happy about. im glad they came back safely. i hope everyone in my family came back healthy. LOVE YOU GREAT PEOPLE that is called MY PARENTS. mwahs
Deep down Love From,
NinaLiyana aka The Living Legend. *hah*
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
merry go-round
life is at a downfall for me now. im a saddist bitch now. life is so fcuked up. too busy to care. i neglect many people around me. i hate this situation. why did i ever enrol in this stupid course! workloads pile up like mountain high. assignments after assignments, projects after projects, diplomatic maeasures after another. i hate being around UIA people for more than a certain period of time. its sucks life out of me. especially considering the love life that never came. sharks! i told u im lame.
ok, i have many confession. one thing may lead to me losing a friend. but one day, i may just have to tell. before i hurt & humiliate her more. pity this world. im fcuked up. enough said. and screw the world LOVE, LUST, LIFE. what a girl wants is only to feel that true love from a genuine person. may this come?
ida...maybe it will. kan? *smiles*
so, guys stop being pretencious. it doesnt work. and quit playing with our vulnerable heart. its too hurtful to bare. but girls do the same to. so both genders...just STOP! ok. least u can do is respect people's feelings....cause one day it may come back to you. life is a merry go-round.
Love,
Nina
ok, i have many confession. one thing may lead to me losing a friend. but one day, i may just have to tell. before i hurt & humiliate her more. pity this world. im fcuked up. enough said. and screw the world LOVE, LUST, LIFE. what a girl wants is only to feel that true love from a genuine person. may this come?
ida...maybe it will. kan? *smiles*
so, guys stop being pretencious. it doesnt work. and quit playing with our vulnerable heart. its too hurtful to bare. but girls do the same to. so both genders...just STOP! ok. least u can do is respect people's feelings....cause one day it may come back to you. life is a merry go-round.
Love,
Nina
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