Thursday, June 23, 2005

I PASSEDDD!!!

well hello again people!!! this is the beginning of another dream come true. no more fairytales or fairyland. IVE PASSED MY ARAB EXAMSSSSSSSSS!!! didn't know arab was effecting me so much. i barely could talk when i saw what i got. b+ for god's sake!!! OMG!! i was jumping around and my mom just said "owk tedahh...macam sik pernah pass anything jakk"...to some people u wont understand what my mom meant but who cares? i passed seh!!!! blimey cool! but the only thing im trouble dwith now is the offer letter. its still not coming. im sitting, waiting patiently now....so come already!!! guess thats the first part of today...write something else soon! toodledoooo....

p.s: happy happy happy!!! smurf smurf.....yeehaaaaaaaaaaa

lots of love,
Nina

Monday, June 20, 2005

Here I Am

whats the date today? its 20th of june and its my cousin, kak mimie's birthday. but she celebrated yesterday at this place called JAMBU. some new place in kuching. i decided not to go cause i was too tired to even get dress, so in the end my mom went alone. as what everybody told me today, nothing great happened that night cause everyone was just sitting there having a few drinks and laughing. similar to lepaking at home. despite the dressing up la!

This is among the usual things we do among our family members to keep the bond strong. Even among the cousins we will organise parties or any events so all of us can get together and remind ourselves that nothing beats the love we have for each other. just to keep the knot tight. this is the rutual thing. you can say we dont need anybody else to get the party started. its what we do best! even the aunties and uncles are so cool about it. there will also be annual holidays for the whole family. so you can see at certain time of the year, they will be around 70++ of us gathering at the airport to catch the flight.

nothing can beat this happy moments. and yea, we do have fights here and there. you can hear screaming and shouting from parents when the kids does something wrong, babies wailing their voices out to get attention and the adults getting all tensed to just prepare everyone. its a lot of hassle but theres always a nice ending to it especially when it comes to shopping. you can see all sort item being purchased. just say the magic word to us "juh gi shopping juh!!" everyone will like quickly assemble themselves. it happens so fast that sometimes we dont realise that people dissappear in a poof! cause as usual no one wants to be left out in the spree of the moment.you should see the way we go. everyone walking so fast and grabbing what catches the eye. its so funny! i dunno how much we've spend but even how many trips we went in or how many places we've been it seems never enuff. this is what we call fever of shopping! guess it runs in the family!!! *LOL*

At the end of each holiday we will encounter the same old problem. LUGGAGE EXCESS! well, what do you expect when people shop too much?? you will see some trying their luck with the ground staff just to get the excess luggage in. some paid the excess fees thou and some just become luckily unnoticed! hows that?

This doesnt happen only on holidays, all sorts of things happen to us all thru our lives, ups and downs of us...from raya celebration to holidays, weddings, and did i mention we kinda celebrate all the celebration there is in Malaysia? this is the uniqness of the Marzuki family. Im happy and glad to be born in this multi-racial superb family! I love my family to the max! And proud of us every bit.*cheers love!

p.s: dedicated to every family members tat has touched my life in all aspects especially to the elders who have made our lives (the younger ones) a living heaven! ~a.norlia,u.osman, a.ya, u.khalid, a.janah, a.nora, MAMA, and a.baini. i appreciate all the efforts *hUgS*

p.p.s: specially to all my cousins who are too long a list to mention, i love u guys too.. and *nong, ure the bestest cuzz n friend i could ever wish for!


lots of love,
Nina

Friday, June 17, 2005

LINK 102

the beginning of world today. dedicated to lots n lotsa sleep. coz as usual didnt sleep till 6am this morning. was woken up by mama at around 1230 coz she dislike the idea of me sleeping until noon. blotted she says. so i woke up with all kind of garis garis on my body. so i was like.."how did this happen?" but being me, i couldnt care much so i just pick my towel up n go strait for a joyful bath. not knowing much tat my plumbing system in the bathroom has gone wrong. my feet was particularly soaking wet up till my ankle. so gross!!! so after conditioning my hair n scrubing my body, i quickly rinse so i can get out of tat stupid shower room. seriously need repair!!! to my suprise my cousin, kak rina was at my house already by the time i got out of the bathroom. its been a long time since i met her. a month maybe? so i got dressed and sat at the table to eat lunch with everybody. so now the whole world can know im a lazy bum who only gets up by almost 1 o'clock. ShiSHhhh! Lost my appetite again, only ate my sambal belacan, rice n veges. the best items for a meal! so my mom was constantly asking why am i not eating and all? i just said im full. what is there to say? needless to mention that my mom gets worried nowadays to see how i eat. so little not like the normal me.

as i am sitting here, i just got back from KLiA to put our box for storage till we check in later tonight. going back to kch for few weeks. cant wait to get on with holidays with fitness first! run on the traidmill and the ab toner. all at the comfy of my own gym at home. no more flabbiness and aloha new image of a stunning lady? i presume? ahahhaha. just hope im not arse lazy to do it la. *cross-finger* the funny part of the drive to the airport was, i slept AGAIN! full 3 hours sleep, my dad had to wake me up so i can go down n buy dunkin donuts for my siblings. i was totally pulling my baru bangun tido look. i guess the cashier saw tat one coming. so i settle for the 12 pieces free 3 pieces of donuts. thats a hell of donuts to spare for the whole household. unless my brother gobbles everything up la. but i highly recommend people to try the peanut, butter and jelly donut. its so damn nice seh!! the true pleasure of donut! check it out n try one alright? im going to go now, this blog has became one long blog already. i bet whoever is reading it will be so bored. so toodleloooo! have a fun and exciting holidays ok you guys? esp. to the cat lover, cheese lover, veggie hater, love lover, n tomato lover? i stil cant get that one person right. damn! bye bye!! off to kch! yeaaaa.....

p.s: so sarah, tell me what u really like k? so i can dedicate you the real thing. *hUgS*

Lots of love,
Sambal Belacan Lover

Thursday, June 16, 2005

flirty day

Assalamualaikum...

wow..im actually giving salam after a long time not doing so. dont be so shocked...im just in my goodie girl mood. anyways, what happened to me today? i went out with my parents to jalan tar to get my material shopping going. so now i end up having four pairs of sarees to make into baju kurung or mayb just the three of them and the other one ill use it for deepavali? what u guys think? i so love my rust colour saree. its so unique n nice. to me tat is. we actually walk all around jln tar for a start. KL has turn hot all of a sudden. the government should consider planting more trees in tat area. the sun was striking my skin and honestly boiling my blood above 100 degrees. well imagine tat. my mom was sickly having headache after the spree and we had to dash home so she could take her bath and get some rest. being my mom tat couldnt stand any sunshine. perfect sunshine! hah!

the funny part was, even in all those rush i could stil squeeze moments for question time. oh boy did my mom get annoyed but she was a good sport for it in a way. (thats what mother are for kan?)

me: ma, pa just a tiny question.

mama: what?! (annoyed tone)

appa: yes darling... (this is more like it la!! ahahahha)

me: well actually, im just wondering what if any of your children
fall in love with someone from a different race?

mama: do you need this answer urgently?

*i was like...duhh ma! its not an exam question...just answer la! but my dad was being cool and answering the question...didnt know he's like tat thou!

appa: of course not darling. people fall in love with different type
of people everyday but the most important thing is that person
has to have good attitude.

me: i just said...ohhhh! like tat ka?

*then my mom answered..

mama: well obviously i dont mind at all...see what race your dad is?
silly cow! and our family is so multi-racial. ishh...

me: i was laughing so loud but what my dad asked after tat was a bit shocking la cause he is never like tat.

appa: why did u ask all that huh? you have anybody in mind ke?

me: (in my mind) aiyer...how to answer this! i was shy so i finally shut up and just smiled sheepishly.

this continued until we got home. so my dad never pursue anymore cause he knows how i feel.

so, what im trying to say is...i have brand new parents who i could open up to. before i use to be scared to tell them anything. even to ask if i can go out also i takut! now its just like a big happy family with lotsa love around. i like!!!! all started when i finally confessed to my mom few days ago, tat i did have a boyfriend before and broke up with him few weeks back. now im currently available for anyone to kacau! ahahaha...

so, as tomorrow is approaching, im leaving kl for kch. having holidays and going to rest and be lazy all the time. before those hectic time in uni comes again. but surely motif one is to loose few more pounds so i can look stunning! healthy lifestyle the key to happiness!!?

p.s: i love love love my life now....yeah!!

lots of love,
sambal belacan lover

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

the cool dude

ive never been completely honest with myself. ive always on the bound whereby im obssesed for "other peoples' feelings are more important than mine." i get confused n it sucks! this happens to me allllllll the time! even in this emotional crisis. someone loves me but im not sure i how much my love for him is. then there's this one person i am finally considering to like but some shitty problem comes and gave me a hard time deciding. i know people will say no one is asking you to choose but matter of fact im sick of all this. pushing n telling me the right thing to do. whats more important is what i want right? cant people just leave me alone to decide than mingle around to make me more confuse? shishhh...even on my birthday (that is 2 days ago-hah im 19!! ehehehe) that particular someone did all sorts of things to hurt me even if its not planned. but on the other hand an angel came to be someone particularly cool. how can i ignore this liking feeling when im in deep shit than someone than feels good comes around? mayb i need therapy. so those interested to have a glimpse at my problem feel free to signup for the corrective session. ok? i seriously need helpingsssssss....see those sssssss? thats how serious this goes. and a piece of advice to all, never get involve in a relationship when ure not ready. USE YOUR BRAIN! USE YOUR BRAIN! this is what i get by not using my brain....shit! good night chocolate lover, cat lover, art lover, veggie hater, love lover, and rock lover. im going to get some shut eye before i go crazy! Love you guys tops!

lots of love,
Sambal Belacan Lover

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Open Entry

Ive just came back from Aroma (this "hip" cafe students like to go for dinner mostly esp. when it means u can see people! aha?) and now at the cc still wondering why im online and not studying? Arab exam is less than a week's time. Well for lotsa obvious reasons i have friends who is corrupting my mind into doing all this things. yes? (oppsie...no hard feelings guys!)

owh yea, talking bout friends, my friend syaza just built her own blogspot area for us to kutuk her and have this all-u-can-read page about her pathetic daily routine. *grin* anyhow, is kinda weird having people liking this kinda thing plus its becoming so famous now!!! aiya...

ok my blog is lacking of cool ideas as i dunno what else to write. i tot of so much before coming in today but forgot it the second i got in front of the pc. damnit! mayb i was still too shock seeing this particular embarassing picture of my friend. i hope that person will come back to his senses to keep his words. sheeshhh im annoyed.

ok la...im off..swishh wooofff! toorah n good night...LATERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

Lots of Love,
Nina

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

He is Just Not into You

ok, last sunday i went to popular with the rest of my kiddos and found a book titled "he is just not into you". Its a-must-have book for girls who just think tat they are not good enuff for jerks out there. reading it has given somekind of a new perception to me about relationships and how it should be. not with having your boyfriend abbusing you, not calling cause he's too busy (yada-yada), the not ready excuse nor the cheating part of them.

we as females, women,girls or wadeva we call ourselves have to hold on to our dignity and nothing beats the love for ourselves. why sell ourselves for someone who's not worth it as u can find a hot gorgeous someone like urselves, the HOT STUFF!

if u let me brag about this one, i guess even the whole page is not enuff to write all in cause lotsa comments for it. just grab the book and read it for urself. i bet u will like it. just a help book to be kept.

p.s: no offence guys!
p.p.s: i love someone!! and i know he's worth it.

lots of love,
Nina