my own misery....

you know, i never thought today may come. ive always had dreams about it. since i was very little. i wake up in tears sometimes thinking of what ive just dreamed. unfortunately the day came. this is what i call a phase of change. its a total 360deg turning zone. i dont blame anyone for whatever that is happening or about to happen. they have their own reason why they choose to do something. the hardest part is never to feel that love again. or even feel the warm touch of someone uve known your whole life. and also to know they have stop loving you. one day, ill be like them. but hopefully i will never have to make decisions like this upon anyone. im so sorry for whatever that has happened. i never meant to be the person who ruins the bond. but i just did. and for that i have a whole lifetime to regret it. goodnight my heartlovers. i will always miss you. *virtual hug*

Love,
Nina

all because of you

i never thought the day would come. but it did. i will always remember the date 31st March 2007. its a day of memories. the day he says he loves me for the very first time. thank you for making the feeling happen. this a beautiful beginning. *smiles* despite what ever happens from now, this is going to be my fantasy of a lifetime. one day if this relation fails, this is the memory ill remember to keep me smiling. my love, my obsession. and obviously, i love you too.

p/s: my dad met him today....i wonder whats playing in their heads.


Love,
Nina