drastic measures

i have to admit that being around uia people for straight 4 months (non-stop) and nada social life has robbed my way of thinking totally. i was talking to my friends last night over dinner for our so-called "sunat" break fast about this and its actually true that im very much a changed person. i need to get back to my other life! pronto! i am not saying this is totally bad...but im really scared of this other side of me. toooooo drastic. i think it all came to mind really hard when i lost my uncle. its a new leaf turnover. and its coming so fast. i even have the intention of wearing tudong outside! and my mom was ok with it. aiyah....cannot be la like this! break. stop. argh!!! prolly this is what we call, influential mode............so for now im going to re-think this measures. and many more things to consider before taking the next huge step.

till later people. toodle loo!!!

p/s: dont assume im so bad that i dont want this change but its
just not me. i need to think deep bout this.

Love,
Nina

Monthly Update

many have happened for the past few months. and yet i have no time to update my blog to share my happy and sad moments with everyone that cares. most shocking news i got was the death news of my uncle 2 weeks ago. it seems like just yesterday i last spoke to him and hear his laughters or his sacarstic remark on things around our house. and it was 2weeks ago too he just came back from melbourne. God is Almighty. He took him after he completed his circle of visit to all his children. yes, its unfair. but maybe Allah loves him more. and he is not needed here in this life. maybe he is now smiling down at us. looking at us in amaze how we bust our energy to get things done. or maybe he is with my grandparents gathered together with love. who knows for sure? but my love, prayers and tears will always be here everytime i think of him. I LOVE you PAPA OMAN. may you rest in peace. and may your soul is put among those who are "beriman" amin.

*brushing the sad momentum away...*

life have been going really fast these days. last week i went to Penang for our urban design studies trip. it was the bomb. and from there me and syaza went back to Sungai Petani to go see my dad's side of the family. it has been like 5-6years since i last saw them. my cousin got married a year ago. and gave birth to a baby girl. its kinda cool. other nephews n nieces are in good condition. my cousins are looking good. some changed totally and some remain the same. i think thats what life is all about. changes and circles. Mak Long is in good condition. She's fine. and my 2days stay was worthwhile. i wished i could stay longer but i have classes. i may come back again one day.

assignments are bulking up. mid-terms are coming up too. im busy. yes. and this may be one of those post i put for people's review for another few months coming. *smiles*

there's no time for love, admirance and flings. now is to boost up energy to study and score. i have to restore dignity and uphold papa oman's wish to have us complete our studies with flying colours.

take care everyone. im going to go now. assalamualaikum

Lots of Love,
Amanina