just another

current mood: dissapointed

oh ok, now im on this project with harmeet. music and lyrics more like it. but its not that me and him will ever date like the story narrates. but yeah, we are working on developing a song. for who and what is besides the point. so here i am trying to write. ive written so far 2 verse that absolutely doesnt match. i have to do better. im just frustrated with myself for not being able to write. i use to be so fast and good at this......... what has happened?

ok, the tv is showing arsenal vs liverpool. and arsenal is losing... hah! sorry joe, your team sucks! hahahahah im tired. good night people. *mwahs*

ntah la...

exams are approaching. and its a stressful week. portfolio is this friday and ive yet to prepare my speech. oh well...screw it! btw, wanted to watch P.Ramlee the musical tonight. supposedly. but the ticket was all sold out. God kesian we Malaysian, ketandusan musical or plays that are worthwhile. haiyah. so here i am blogging and trying to study. not so successful. wish me luck people!

more events coming up this weekend and next. ida's raya open house, my indian cousin's wedding (ill be wearing sareee..wooohooo!), and our own diwali open house.

oh btw, Dr Mohd Zain's open house is awesome. his youngest is incredibly HOT!. *drool*

ok now. good night. toodle loo!

Raya...

ida said in her blog; "life is short....". how many times in life have we encountered this phrase? i have lost count how many times ive heard of it. but it is a meaningful phrase. i realise how short life can be when my beloved uncle died a year ago. its a matter of seconds when he passed away and left us for good. same thing happen during raya. a lot of people i know lost their beloved ones. it made raya a whole lot different. it turn the colourful festival into a gloom. my condolonces to everyone that lost theirs. i feel you. apart from this, raya is just another tiring week. 4days of open house has gobbled me up alive. im seriously telling mama not to have open house next year. serious tak larat. for whatever it is, it was fun to be home again and ill have to wait til next year to feel the comfort of home. so til next year, Kuala Lumpur will be my substitute. so, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri everyone; Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

Much Love,
Nina

timeless

i'm capturing the moment that i'm soberly sad. and emotionally deprived. but why? just because i feel a void. everything comes back to square one. i'm jinxed. i told u guys so. so now i'm setting my foot firmly on the ground and saying no. to hell with the love struck thing. i'm going out of this idiotic circle. *shrugs* ok, it doesn't sound as bad as what i just said. but i'm still partially sad. it came like a shock. but i'm alright. seriously, this time around i don't sob anymore. not like before. i just can't. its too hard and too much energy wasted. so here i am, going to chill, look around and be merry. cheers to the single people out there. at least u don't get your heart messed up and broken. *nyirup!

be wise people....you'll see the difference......

Eidul Fitri Mubarak

current mood : annoyed...

raya is approaching. i bet everyone is busy shopping or spring cleaning the house for last minute raya preparation. and i wish u luck! im still down with a pair of pants. and if i get it ill be a happy women. so im praying i would get hold of it soon. going back to kuching on wednesday night. cant wait. evenso, ive yet to feel the adrenaline of raya mood sipping into my veins. will this raya be different? for i wish it will. with this i hope this eid will bring all of you beautiful blessing and a wonderful holiday. to those who have to travel far 'balik kampung', keep safe and take care. SELAMAT HARI RAYA and MAAF ZAHIR&BATIN.

Love,
NinaLiyana

Just Another

Life is mysterious. Who ever invented that tag line is a genius. You know exactly how many emotions you can feel at one time? more than 1. its amazing how we change our mood and emotions just by the blink of an eye. today for example, i can feel overly stressed and shifted to being carefree but changed into gloomy in a sec and happy at the same time. its amazing. truly.

break fast at renaissance hotel today with my brother, his girlfriend and joe. the place is definately captivating but the food rating is average. I dont understand why it was a full house in every restaurant in the hotel. all 3 i tell you; that serves buffet. ermm....am i the only one feeling its not very remarkably good? ok, that was total random. teehee

that is what we call absolutely no synchronization of facts! our presentation is yet by far not close to being that. but the lecturer said so. argh. tension moment sipping AGAIN. oh yeah, final presentation is over. YES! *victory dance*

im out. night.