Today I woke up fresh and went to work early. I've never felt this good for the longest time. While sipping my morning Milo, I thought of the things my cousins used to tell me "once you start working, thats your life and gradually the work will consume you. Changing you either into a bad or good person". My response was simple; Bullshit! But today, I can't agree more.
In kindi - I wanted to be Sleeping Beauty; which I LOVE to do during all the free time I have now. (partly I've achieved it...LOL)
Below 12 - I wanted to be a fashion designer because that time I was an overweight kid who couldn't wear nice clothes. Than, I was determine to make clothes that fit bodies like mine. Can you believe that I thought of this when I was small? Weird much!? I think YES.
2001 - After PMR. The only dream was to get the hell out of the boarding school. Successfull - went to day school for the next 2 years.
2003 - Just after SPM: wanted to be an architect and got a chance to do so but blew it. Typical.
2005 - Registered for a different course which I think is so much better than my intial Architect dream. I was taught to design and do policies for TOWNS! I felt so POWERFUL. *evil laugh*
2009 - Graduated with a dream in Mind, U.N as my ultimate career goal and I don't care how I get there but I will be part of that.
So decided to go for Masters - applied but never left the country. I think I'm partly brain damaged.
Currently - Employed and Stuck in a foreign bank with a Boss who thinks my 2009 U.N goal is Immature because he is against Social Workers. WTF? Just a Note: That's not what I wanted to do. *Haish. He said, "I saw you as this immature young lady with extremely good potential. Thats why I hired you". I know its a compliment but I felt offended. Oh well, at first I did like my job here but now I'm just rethinking.... &
Still wondering if 2009 goal is achievable or not. Hopefully next year I really get to leave the country to pursue my education. *Cross-fingers*
Just plain old ME with Big Dreams (as usual),
+Nina Liyana+
1 comment:
dont give up hope just yet. you can do it!
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