Sahlun Jiddan

ok..thats my favourite word for the whole semester! cause i want to think arab as a "sahlun jiddan" language. arab was ok. i have 2 ustaz teaching my class. one of them just cant help it but talk in arab 24/7 that sometimes i get tottally annoyed with esp. when he ask me questions i couldn't answer. how could you expect a student with no basic to understand arab seh?? another ustaz of mine is quite good in a way. i can understand n learn at the same time. not forgetting funny too. so to sum everything up..there kinda cool for Arab teachers la. something to feel glad about. anything interesting this week? owh ya i fell sick on monday. i think it was caused by the heavy downpour i had to ran into while carrying the vacuum cleaner from my apartment to the car! shit it was a big deal!!! so berat seh with umbrella in my other hand. but im ok now.. just soar throat n stupid flu. i need those lozenges to cool off...thank god i love the taste of my ubat batuk...ehehehhe...ok la..im not going to crap nymore....toodles ya'll...gonna rest n study for MUET exam due this saturday..wish me luck ya'll! *hUgS* here comes the highest band!!

Home Alone

First caution for people staying home alone, check your doors, windows and grils are safely locked to keep unwanted visitors coming in!! DOUBLE CHECK IF YOU HAVE TO! this has nothing to do with this blog im
writing..just expressing myself!! i now wish astro provides better satelite signals to homes as im so stressed out cause my astro programmes watching are interupted since this morning. just a slight breeze makes it all turn cracking..so sial sia!!! staying home alone, the only friend you have is the tv and the net...no wonder the net was invented. ehehehe...ok now im bored writing..later la! chow!

p/s: this blog has no sense..so scrammm!

~only stupido~

One two step, one two step

Have anyone ever consider dancing as a profession? it would be so cool...yeah actually dancing could be so fun an enjoyable. nothing beats it especially if you can REALLY, REALLY move to the beat..just shake! shake! here and there and VOILA! its a dance! ahahahha...i know im crapping but im having fun now and eventho im leaving at home all alone without company from whoever might come along, i wish now i went back to kch..at least ill surely get a decent meal everyday. im been choking on bread for the past 2 days...so not me...hate it hate it hate it!! ok la..wandy is calling now..ill get back to this entire blog writing later on! tOorAhhhh...

~oUttA hEre~

Dedicated to The Only One Before I Go

"Sometimes the best and the most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, cannot be touched, but can be felt in the heart "

Love doesnt need a reason...its something u can feel burning inside ur heart and waiting to be explode of love...Please, never ever ask me why I love u cause to me love is nature and without love the world is nothing but a piece of crap...As everyone loves the world, I love my loved ones... and you're in the circle of my loved ones. Always will and stays there....my loving hummingbird! *mwahs*

From someone who cares,
Nina

Modern Arabic

yeah...ustaz is coming soon to take back the books he lend me few days ago. what can i say about arab! DIFFICULT!! SIMPLY DIFFICULT! any other word to discribe arab? i dont think so...anyway i hope ill catch up when i get back to college. cause you know..im a slow learner...but i think im gonna love it somehow. wanna bet? im truly obsessed! and did i tell you bout my ustaz? he is young...but sadly he didnt turn out to be a hottie or benjamin mckenzie for the matter. if not ill surely dump my boyfriend for him...ahahahha just joking syg! (if ure reading this..) but yea...if he was that actor like looking guy, i guess all my arabic language will potray his face? no jawi but faces! i bet u on that and ill always feel excited n up beat for classes but what can i do? he doesnt turn up to be that kind. so god is obviously fair...if not ill never going back to uia to study arab but just stay here and do the "e-jarak" test from home..yea? got to go...ustaz to layan! *mwahs*

p/s: should i imagine him as RYAN? hah!

valuable lesson

everytime we encounter obstacles in our lives we always blame others for our misery but never have we actually see thru ourselves to see whats the entire problem. ive learnt a valuable lesson through out the entire holiday. not have i just learn to appreciate things around but also it has opened my eyes wider and heart to accept the wrong turnings in my life. sometimes we can't help it but just do things the wrong way. if there's someone who wants to held a helping hand, why not? im just ordinary, nothing extraordinary about me but im trying. and will always keep on trying. they will never be a fairy tale conclusion when we don't work hard for it. some may say they've work hard enuff to get what they need but i just realise that maybe if we try harder it will just work. sometime what we think is not always right. we think we've done it but in actual fact its just part of our hardship. can people change for the better? yeah i guess so...just keep on trying and have faith in Allah. if until the last resort we still don't get what we wish for...then maybe Allah has better things for us...in the afterlife perhaps? i do believe....

HELPPPPPPPPPPP!!!

ive been trying to edit my html to put shout out box n link but i cant...so how? kuhaz if ure reading this i need help! ehehhehe..im so lousy at this! *chOw*

Book Review

Normally i would never thought of reading a Danielle Steel's book but this particular one attracted my attention. "Bittersweet" how do people define this word? The first time i saw the book it reminded me much of a chocolate from beryl's. so funny that the fav chocolate i like turn to be a book i recently love. funny aint it? but its cool.

the book tells us a story about a married woman that was stuck to a husband she thought loved her. over 17 years of marriage never once occured to her that the only thing her husband had in mind was to tie her wings by taking care of the family, as a chauffer and cook. her life wasn't all that bad but it all turn bad when she realise one day when all her 4 children grew older she was lost and missed her old life that is as a photojounarlist. stories (uncovering the sadness of other people through her camera lens...covering in kenya, bosnia, etc and helping them in a way) Remembering all that she tried to talk senses into her husband to take up assignments once in awhile, something nearby but sadly he opposed the decision. From there onwards, their relation cracked and she finally got to know that her marriage to her husband was part of a "deal" once said out when she decided to marry him and forget her carrier. A perfectly closed door to the other world. It gloom her when her husband told her that she can't expect them to be crazy in love after all those years. its just too childish. so, with that she just closed herself for him until he finally met a guy named Paul Ward whom is married to the famous author Serena Smith. Summer at Cape Code for her was the best that year. India (her name) learn how to break free after the encouragement Paul gave her. Started with fear till she had the guts to stand up for herself infront of her husband, Doug. Friendship bond started between them accidently. From there the ups and down of a crisis appear one by one uncovering the truth. A bewitching, dynamic and heart throbbing tale of a woman that wants to do something out of herself and insearch of herself after those years blocked.

how about it guys? don't you think this is rubbish? and hell yeah there are those kind of guy out there who just wont listen to us (women) even after all the modern civilizations. I love this book as it gives true meaning of what life could be. In a way could change most lives. It gives courage to women out there that is stuck with a life crisis how to deal with it and endure the pain as it fades. Need not to be rough as India potrayed a humble, sweet and soft woman with strong eagerness to make her dream come true. Not everything in this world is done with violence. She made it in the end and became stronger than ever for herself and her children.

Give it a try..nothing to loose....Peace for all the women in this world! We are the feminity and best creature alive! *hUgS*