ok i know im not suppose to use all the nasty words there is but im so freaking annoyed!!! something tells me people can be so horrible to another. this is a moment of truth whereby i hate being myself and just feel like running away from this pathetic life n circles of people. im hitting around the bush i know. coating n under coating. sh*t. this is why i hate making friends and being too good to people. once they know they can stab they'll stab hard leaving you no space to breath. why i feel all this? cause people are so selfish and yet want to potray otherwise. this is so much hypocrisy for a lifetime!!! i wish im back in my hometown, even laid back but at least no one shuts me out like rubbish! city lifestyle? everyone is cruel...look out for yourself and never never never give in if u dont have to. one thing i learn to even survive in this cruel water channel. aggresive is bad but being submissive? knowing people can toy you around? go to helll to those who feels they greater than others. my word of advise to people out there, please please think of how people would feel if u hurt their feelings. especially if u do that to your own friends. have sensitivity in yourself. arghhh this is a waste la. no one will change because of this...ill sleep now!! good night blog...my forever loving space! *mwahs* *hUgS*
p/s: i love my familyyyy!!!! nong, if ure reading this i just wanna tell im fed-up and miss home!!!
p/p/s: syg, i also wish ure here to cheer me up!
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