Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Genie oh Genie
well i want a Genie in a bottle. like Aladdin. cause it seems cool. but i just want one wish. cause the rest i can obtain it on my own and at my own time. just one wish........*sigh* hopefully it comes true... toodles!
Saturday, July 28, 2007
The Idiot Spoiled My Mood
i'm currently undergoing stress in the post-graduate lab. due to the my hands-on session for traffic engineering. sheesh. and its freaking cold.
today started slow. not painful. not boring. just slow. and its not getting any faster. i don't think so. *sigh* i want this to end and i want to go for lunch. at a beautiful place with beautiful ornaments and soothing ambience. i want to travel. far away from an idiotic being. that does not appreciate the things anyone have done for HER.
shit! some of us were blind and so naive to believe she was good and worth every second of our time. and just maybe she has changed. but nooo...its the total opposite. after all we've done, she still thinks we are the ones that are not worth it. and not appreciative. look at who's talking?! hah! i feel so sad for you. geez...how pathetic! if you're mental, so be it. i hope one day you die alone, crying and realising at the very last moment of your life that u have created grief in other people's life before and we did our best to be good friends to you..but u didn't even appreciate that. so don't count on us. cause u think less of the people who actually did a lot of things for you. we don't care. well, practically i don't. and to think that i would care is just idiotic. you're idiotic. i don't hope u well. think about the things u did to other people before saying nasty things. thank you very much. you're nasty. you're sacarstic. and you're unbelievable in a bad way.
shit i think i'm having PMS. but this is the final verdict of how i am picturing this person. don't ever come to me. go away. i don't need you. ever! you created the war. and hell yeah, i'm sticking with it. thanks to my stubborn-ness. i did it before. i can continue. i'm not the one without love or living less of it. i have lots of them to give around. and to think you're so great and better than the others...well maybe you are. in your dellusional world. scram!
*laughing my face out* thinking how idiotic you are.
Mean as i can Be....
Current Mood: Furious
today started slow. not painful. not boring. just slow. and its not getting any faster. i don't think so. *sigh* i want this to end and i want to go for lunch. at a beautiful place with beautiful ornaments and soothing ambience. i want to travel. far away from an idiotic being. that does not appreciate the things anyone have done for HER.
shit! some of us were blind and so naive to believe she was good and worth every second of our time. and just maybe she has changed. but nooo...its the total opposite. after all we've done, she still thinks we are the ones that are not worth it. and not appreciative. look at who's talking?! hah! i feel so sad for you. geez...how pathetic! if you're mental, so be it. i hope one day you die alone, crying and realising at the very last moment of your life that u have created grief in other people's life before and we did our best to be good friends to you..but u didn't even appreciate that. so don't count on us. cause u think less of the people who actually did a lot of things for you. we don't care. well, practically i don't. and to think that i would care is just idiotic. you're idiotic. i don't hope u well. think about the things u did to other people before saying nasty things. thank you very much. you're nasty. you're sacarstic. and you're unbelievable in a bad way.
shit i think i'm having PMS. but this is the final verdict of how i am picturing this person. don't ever come to me. go away. i don't need you. ever! you created the war. and hell yeah, i'm sticking with it. thanks to my stubborn-ness. i did it before. i can continue. i'm not the one without love or living less of it. i have lots of them to give around. and to think you're so great and better than the others...well maybe you are. in your dellusional world. scram!
*laughing my face out* thinking how idiotic you are.
Mean as i can Be....
Current Mood: Furious
Friday, July 27, 2007
270707
some how, when people worship the date 070707 earlier this month, i wasnt really affected by it. i guess cause i actually predicted a date nicely designed like that. but today, the date caught me like an electric shock. 27-07-2007 @ 270707 how wonderful it was. its a nice suprise though. its like going through a jar of jelly beans to find a nice round juicy chocolate inside. well, i know im exaggerating but thats how i felt when i wrote the date of today down on my permission form earlier today. and guess what, its not MOI alone that thinks that way. "Royku" thought so too and sent me this hilarious sms. well, i laughed to it la... :) so yeah, finally im again celebrating the first month. happy me! and everybody wishes and hopes this is the true one. well people, im yet to know that but i do hope so too. So far so good. and im still keeping my fingers cross. im just afraid that im gonna get jinxed again for writing this down. oh well....life! so good night everybody. im off to sleep before i forget to wake up for tomorrow's transportation hands-on seminar. *hugs&kisses*
cheers!
cheers!
Howdy.
many have been happening for the past 2weeks. adjusted to my room that is "up-on-the-sky" high. can u imagine hiking up and down 4floors to get to my room? i should have lost weight by now. hah! you think thats torture? its just the beggining i assure you. classes has started full force by end of week 1. so wasnt dreading anything. studio is alright. just completed our second phase of the project. and next week is the site visit. so negeri sembilan, here we come! await us! hahahahhaha ok. let me see what else was there? ermmm....
10th July - watched Harry Potter and Order of the Phoenix Premier. it was Havoc!
11th July - watched the movie again for the third time (considering i saw it twice during premier). but this time it was with the gang. even had our photo's taken at PAM exhibition. do check out!
Then on the 14th it was dad's birthday. unfortunately he went to Penang for this world music festival he is organising. so we just called to wish him happy. we were suppose to go have dinner with him this week. but somehow we didnt. maybe he is caught up with work.
and on the 19th however was mizie's birthday. oh blimey! it was cool. we (me, roy, sarah and syaza) bought a whole set of hamster care stuff and also a pair of hamster. names: lolly and scar. they are so small and adorable. we (me, sarah and syaza) went hamster hunting! it wasnt that very far. just at uia central. but its worth it! we gave it to him when he came to see us at our studio stall for kaed-fest. just fyi, kaed-fest is an annual festival kaed-ians do. so who ever have yet to hear this or havent and want to try you should come. we will be delighted to have you there! for sure... *smiles* so coming back to the story, he was so happy and suprised that he accidentally hugged me in kaed. ala tak sedar. but who can blame him? hehe afterwards we had transportation planning class so the party continued right after the class. there was a cake fight. even the birthday boy got it bad. smudged cake all over people's faces. thank god the flavour was delicious. im guessing it's toffee.
on the 19th also, sue became my first customer for mehendi painting. and it turn out good.
:)
21st July - Harry Potter final book came out. and i took 3days to finish reading. due to the distraction from home and also savouring the moment of reading it. the final verdict is, AWESOME, SPECTACULAR, ABSOLUTELY MOUTH-WATERING.
and on this day also, cookie left me forever. in loving memory of my white gorgeous car. *sob sob*
that weekend also, rainforest festival was on in Kuching. i didnt get to go. but i heard from the fellows that it was good. it was their 10th anniversary. HAPPY 10th ANNIVERSARY RAINFEST! may u be the best event year thru.
i guess thats about sums it all from my list....what about yours?
*hugs&kisses* miamores....
Nina
10th July - watched Harry Potter and Order of the Phoenix Premier. it was Havoc!
11th July - watched the movie again for the third time (considering i saw it twice during premier). but this time it was with the gang. even had our photo's taken at PAM exhibition. do check out!
Then on the 14th it was dad's birthday. unfortunately he went to Penang for this world music festival he is organising. so we just called to wish him happy. we were suppose to go have dinner with him this week. but somehow we didnt. maybe he is caught up with work.
and on the 19th however was mizie's birthday. oh blimey! it was cool. we (me, roy, sarah and syaza) bought a whole set of hamster care stuff and also a pair of hamster. names: lolly and scar. they are so small and adorable. we (me, sarah and syaza) went hamster hunting! it wasnt that very far. just at uia central. but its worth it! we gave it to him when he came to see us at our studio stall for kaed-fest. just fyi, kaed-fest is an annual festival kaed-ians do. so who ever have yet to hear this or havent and want to try you should come. we will be delighted to have you there! for sure... *smiles* so coming back to the story, he was so happy and suprised that he accidentally hugged me in kaed. ala tak sedar. but who can blame him? hehe afterwards we had transportation planning class so the party continued right after the class. there was a cake fight. even the birthday boy got it bad. smudged cake all over people's faces. thank god the flavour was delicious. im guessing it's toffee.
on the 19th also, sue became my first customer for mehendi painting. and it turn out good.
:)
21st July - Harry Potter final book came out. and i took 3days to finish reading. due to the distraction from home and also savouring the moment of reading it. the final verdict is, AWESOME, SPECTACULAR, ABSOLUTELY MOUTH-WATERING.
and on this day also, cookie left me forever. in loving memory of my white gorgeous car. *sob sob*
that weekend also, rainforest festival was on in Kuching. i didnt get to go. but i heard from the fellows that it was good. it was their 10th anniversary. HAPPY 10th ANNIVERSARY RAINFEST! may u be the best event year thru.
i guess thats about sums it all from my list....what about yours?
*hugs&kisses* miamores....
Nina
Monday, July 09, 2007
Finally Back...
ok, yesterday was not the finality of coming back to UIA. so i didnt feel anything when i stepped into the front lawns of Mahallah Asiah for registration. well, thats the name of my hostel if you're wondering. cause i could still go back home after that and see my mom and sister. but today, i was sad when my mom left for kuching this morning. but i manage to hold back my tears. *sob sob* and the reality set back into me when i got into my room as i finally got my keys due to excessive amount of student registering at the same time, i had to delay the time to pick up my keys. *shrugs* nasib baik yesterday i cleaned up my room already. so i went back to my college after my studio morning session. Dr. Azila (My studio master) is not so bad afterall. Just a female version of Dr. Azeez. VERY VERY punctual. i MUST NOT be late. EVER. and very strict too.....but me likey! so i can't be "gaok"....
so note to myself; NEVER BE LATE FOR STUDIO.
we were given tasks today. by 2moro the study time begins. research, study, assignments and the familiarity of education. im pretty excited. eventhough i have countless told myself i dont want to come back to UIA; for few valid and solid reasons.
1. i am so in love with my hometown that i refuse to budge.
2. i hate some of the students here. this is mutual hate...
3. i dont think im ready to just start fresh and score! *scared*
and the reasons continues.....but ill leave most of it in heart.
:)
Its sad to start something new half-heartedly. but thats me. i tak nak balik uia. my heart is just not here. but when i saw the subjects im taking and thought of how much longer ill have to be here....i smiled to myself. cause seriously im counting the days that im finally graduated from this University. when i finally do i know ive accomplished goals and dreams. here's to the pre-victory. *CHEERS! and good luck to me-self....
:)
ok people enough of my babble. i cant believe you actually read it until here. but what the heck. i have good sense of humor. NOT! take care now. doodles.
Nina
xoxo-infinity of 'em
so note to myself; NEVER BE LATE FOR STUDIO.
we were given tasks today. by 2moro the study time begins. research, study, assignments and the familiarity of education. im pretty excited. eventhough i have countless told myself i dont want to come back to UIA; for few valid and solid reasons.
1. i am so in love with my hometown that i refuse to budge.
2. i hate some of the students here. this is mutual hate...
3. i dont think im ready to just start fresh and score! *scared*
and the reasons continues.....but ill leave most of it in heart.
:)
Its sad to start something new half-heartedly. but thats me. i tak nak balik uia. my heart is just not here. but when i saw the subjects im taking and thought of how much longer ill have to be here....i smiled to myself. cause seriously im counting the days that im finally graduated from this University. when i finally do i know ive accomplished goals and dreams. here's to the pre-victory. *CHEERS! and good luck to me-self....
:)
ok people enough of my babble. i cant believe you actually read it until here. but what the heck. i have good sense of humor. NOT! take care now. doodles.
Nina
xoxo-infinity of 'em
Friday, July 06, 2007
Farewell.....
im sadden of the fact that im leaving kuching approximately in 2hours time. ill be leaving a lot of fun, joy and laughter times i had for the whole 2months. im attached to it. and i dont want to leave. i found a reason to be jolly again. its a nice feeling. i hate to leave. hate hate hate it. and knowing for a fact that i wouldnt be back until raya makes me severely heart broken. i will miss everything around here. the comfort of home, the happiness with friends, my joyous relationship afar and the hot spot of lepak-ing in my hometown. so here is to the travel and summon of the other reality world. may God be with everyone i love. cause each and everyone of you are special to me.
"take care of them for me ok?"
infinity of hugs and kisses goes out to all my family and friends that im leaving. we will be reunited soon! happy coming fasting! we will meet for raya.
:)
Lots of Love,
Nina
"take care of them for me ok?"
infinity of hugs and kisses goes out to all my family and friends that im leaving. we will be reunited soon! happy coming fasting! we will meet for raya.
:)
Lots of Love,
Nina
Monday, July 02, 2007
"If God Made You"
Hey Kid... Your time has come to change
Though I need you more than I've needed anyone in any way tonight
Hey Kid... I know it won't be long
The Captain's calling...come to see you back where we belong
Something inside me is breaking
Something inside says there's somewhere better than this...
Sunset sailing on April skies
Bloodshot fire clouds in her eyes
I can't say what I might believe
But if God made you he's in love with me
Hey Kid...Do wishes count at all
Can you give me a sign...give me anything I won't tell a soul you told
Hey Kid...Will you hold me when I sleep
Will you find me when the tide decides that I got to leave
Something inside me is breaking
Something inside says there's somewhere better than this...
Sunset sailing on April skies
Bloodshot fire clouds in her eyes
I can't say what I might believe
But if God made you he's in love with me
Sunset sailing on April skies
Bloodshot fire clouds in your eyes
I can't say what I might believe
But if God made you he's in love with me
Something inside me is breaking
Something inside says there's somewhere better than this my love
Sunset sailing on April skies
Bloodshot fire clouds in her eyes
I can't say what I might believe
But if God made you he's in love with me
Sunset sailing on April skies
Bloodshot fire clouds in your eyes
I can't say what I might believe
But if God made you... he's in love with me...
By,
Five For Fighting
Though I need you more than I've needed anyone in any way tonight
Hey Kid... I know it won't be long
The Captain's calling...come to see you back where we belong
Something inside me is breaking
Something inside says there's somewhere better than this...
Sunset sailing on April skies
Bloodshot fire clouds in her eyes
I can't say what I might believe
But if God made you he's in love with me
Hey Kid...Do wishes count at all
Can you give me a sign...give me anything I won't tell a soul you told
Hey Kid...Will you hold me when I sleep
Will you find me when the tide decides that I got to leave
Something inside me is breaking
Something inside says there's somewhere better than this...
Sunset sailing on April skies
Bloodshot fire clouds in her eyes
I can't say what I might believe
But if God made you he's in love with me
Sunset sailing on April skies
Bloodshot fire clouds in your eyes
I can't say what I might believe
But if God made you he's in love with me
Something inside me is breaking
Something inside says there's somewhere better than this my love
Sunset sailing on April skies
Bloodshot fire clouds in her eyes
I can't say what I might believe
But if God made you he's in love with me
Sunset sailing on April skies
Bloodshot fire clouds in your eyes
I can't say what I might believe
But if God made you... he's in love with me...
By,
Five For Fighting
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