Just me...

One day when i see the light ill walk to it but if i dont, ill stay where i am. No one can hurt me. No one can make me cry. im strong eventhough i know no one could understand why. ive weep but its alright. everything is fine. will they get justice? i know im pretty ugly. thanks. we are what we are.

xoxo

thursday...

"plain truth" is addictive. This is a recommendation to my friends who loves reading. The author is Jodi Picoult. Her writing is cool and full of anticipations. So if you have time, try to read it. I took 2months to finish due to the fact that working life tires me down.... so people, stay pretty, handsome, hot and cool. 143.

p/s: even how busy you are in life, put some love into gaining different knowledge out of your study scope. i tell u, its worth it.

p/p/s: BOND trading anyone?

taking back whats mine

It has always been mine, never yours. It has always been my destiny, my happiness, my pride and my joy but never yours to claim. Nothing is impossible, for only those who are brave enough could survive this agony. Agony created by an earthling called YOU.

Anguish is never a choice but it comes naturally. One day this feeling of mine will go away. One day it will change into something really beautiful. Similarly to the beauty butterflies posses at a short time span but still has an impact. Love is great, so is hate.

Therefore people, its time for us to 'bertakafur'..... good luck! Hopefully we'll make a wise choice. *full stop*

Little Mis-Concept

the concept of success is...

it is already there (in our lives). it depends on which path you take and how fast you'll arrive to the preferred successful destination.

however, my cup of tea is swirling... success is indeed somewhere inside. i know i can do it.

thanks for the gift ma, pa. i love it!

dumb dumb

i think my brain is deterorating. i think my mind wanders to every place it wants or can think of. i think my head spins too fast at times that i feel like puking. and maybe at times my brain fails for a reason. perhaps? but i can still remember the day when my brain was in good shape. is it the age or have I just stopped using it properly? oh blimey me....help the wanderer!

The Girl behind the mask

One fine day, a girl walks and cries. her heart bleaks.

what happened? she slipped and tumble. thats why.

but today she is strong and independent.

will people still judge her and will there ever be pure bliss at the end of the tunnel?

how she wish, this is not another concrete jungle leaving people to suffocate.

the timeline is ticking....the path is set. one day it will spell out victory.

so, Cheers! to the happiness awaiting. With patience, real essence and joy we shall be there.

dah sudah lah....

sometimes we're too caught up of living our lives that it goes on without us realising that it is stepping into new chapters everyday. just last week i thought i wouldn't be able to finish the cs and make it for clearance. but i finally did. and im so so so happy. *leaping with joy* as to that, i am proud to say im officially a graduate! ~exams are over, project paper was a success, cs done, clearance done, final transcript collected and most importantly, im no more bonded to UIA.. yes! for now, im free and await for my convocation in october. this is such a relief. -----next in my near future?! what will happen? well, lets see..... love you guys. and i miss my S and K. *mwahs

happiness

i have finished final exams. i have finally hard bounded my thesis. im worthy of a degree. yes? im so happpyyyyyy! hopefully everything goes fine from now. this is my sound of freedom. :)

i found it

People in the foam...fantastic! im somewhere...


Blasting foam....Massive!

A Pool of Foam

Foam Quack Quack

ok i dont have pictures but the event was a blast. nothing beats being submerged in foam and being all flirtatious among guys i dont even remember their names after 5 minutes being around them. hah! i miss the foam, the coldness after you had the shower (to clean yourself esp. the eye) and decide being in the foam is much better and warmer. LOL i dunno how to describe this...but i definately will go to a party like that again. no doubt. as long as its clean and happening. who ever is wondering what im talking about, its the Quack Quack Foam party held yesterday, sunday 8th March 2009 at Market Place. its the beginning of great events for me this year. practically sloshed and unable to remember anything after. what say you? i wished some of my other friends were there too, but the 8 of us that went surely had fun. i can tell. as for now, im trying to find where they are posting the pictures, so i can see how silly i was and show you guys how massive the foam was. ill miss last night. my first experience. i am not a FOAM PARTY virgin anymore. hahahhaha thanks guys! and keep it up! they should do this again soon.

p/s: im thinking of this party for my birthday.... now i know what i want. hahahaha

xoxo

im sick but blessed

im blessed with loving parents.

im blessed by having good friends.

im blessed by having cousins who understands me and like being around me.

mostly im blessed for being me.

thank you God for giving this terrific life to me.

perfect...

tonight was nearly perfect...i think!

last weekend was perfect when i heard his voice.

but most of all, my life is perfect when i have YOU.... (fill in the blanks...)

p/s: i nak kahwin la....LOL. oh btw, happy advance VALENTINES day my friends: syaza, radhi, sue, kuhaz, ida. & extra special to NOREEN and DEWI. u girls are my pillars!

should i?

its been a long time. but its coming.

im not good with hellos, arrival, goodbyes or even departures. a person has to make the first move before i get friendly and departure happened twice recently that im glad i had strength to hold on.

my friends departed somewhere i believe is very exciting. one place with beautiful beaches and places to explore, another a laid back place where it feels like a second home to me whenever im there. however, i know it must be scary for you but its an experience! a new world, a new chapter. i like the sound of it. u girls be glorious promise?

events after events drool over me in recent weeks. i fail to understand myself sometimes. but i love the hustle and bustle of it. i dont make sense. along the way ive learnt to appreciate myself, and along the line ive seen myself as beautiful. maybe one day ill see more of myself. and maybe, just maybe that person will notice.....

please dont leave me....