Ethics and Practice - Final Countdown.

Early hebrew... Early greeks... Neoclassical Economics... Christianity:PreReformation....

Protestant Christianity. Religious views on economics - fundamentals.

Moreover... the Ideologies of Adam Smith, Schumacher and Tekkel.

These are amongst the few topics discussed in our last ethics class today.

I don't know why I'm not enthusiastic (at all) about it? I've lost touch of study happiness.

Memory booster and all other good things please.

Love!

Meenie Mean

I have a problem with dick heads. How can you be insensitive when you have just touched someone's life with kindness? Oh lord, you just pisses me off! Did you somehow gotten a calling to change? Geez I feel like killing you now. so so so so so so so so so hate you!!!!!!

"when you break me with your cold shoulder....." "hate...."

you can go screw yourself! see if I care.... udah. titik.

1st Month in America

Arrived on September 20th, just in time for orientation. Met a handful of people the first day and was still feeling jet-lagged.

Initially mama and ty bedah travelled to help me settle in comfortably somewhere but sadly my permanent apartment was only available after they left. But thank god they were here to keep me company the for the first 2weeks. If not I would have cried being in a new place all alone.

It is perhaps nearly to the 4th week that i've been here in San Francisco. Made new friends, trying very hard to study and catch up with brilliant finance people around me however honestly so far, it has been a tough ride.

Life is interesting here - learnt so many things in a short time (traveling by foot, using the BART, carrying heavy stuff while walking, getting used to the american dollar, cooking&cleaning after myself, etc) . Everything is very independent here and America is definitely not like I pictured it to be. Anyhoo, Ill update as I go by and travel around this continent but for now its San Francisco that i'll be exploring - from food, shopping to sight seeing. Maybe, a lil bit of extra adventure?? ;)

Updates to come! toodle loo!

So far, I'm healthy - my legs might be a bit more muscular compared to before :) take care!

17 days to go...

To friends and readers of my blog...

Its been a long time since any update was done on my page. Ever since, you people have been reading my life's ups and downs as well as dilemas especially relating to the shift from work to study. Hence, to topple all worries, I am happy to announce that I have finally decided the date and will be leaving in 17days to the U.S to further my study. MFin I submit myself to you!

Nonetheless, will be missing most of you (family&friends) but I shall constantly update you via our diverse online apps. Don't worry. Love!

Judge

Damn You!

How dare you judge the quality of my work or the quality of my brain treasures?! when i've not even once worked with you or had a decent conversation with you? I am so so geram la.

Never kill a man's dream when yours has long been gone. Stupid.

No brainer la macam? To you la perhaps but don't insult others by boosting your superiority. Geez this is sickening. Good bye. Gonna go at 6pm sharp today.

dictatorship

Everywhere in the world people are fighting for rights of the marginalized. This comes down to citizens toppling dictators around the world when they feel its right or needed. Today I read that the same conduct of protest for Sarawak's forever serving CM, Taib Mahmud to step down. However the irony is, it is done in London instead of maybe "Lundu" (one of the divisions in Sarawak). This I find funny and for whatever reason is at my own discretion for my own benefit. :)

Anyway, my unbias comments is LOOK AT THE BIGGER PICTURE AND DON'T BE GOVERN BY EMOTIONS. Sorry to say this but my opinion is; somehow human beings especially those of the same religion as me (strictly for those extremists), they result in doing / advocating themselve in something rather radical and at the end, no one really benefits from it especially those marginalized which they were fighting for in the first place.

But nevertheless this is just my honest and genuine thoughts. Please don't hold me liable for any kind of misconduct.


With Love,
Me

Road to Heart Disaster

When people say its time to move on, we should - no reminiscing, no turning back. Your heart is to be preserve with care and nothing else matters. Being at war with something so dear to our hearts is the worst feeling ever. I can't imagine being constantly at war. On one side, we hear our soul screaming for freedom, yet on another we just leave it to rot and sooner or later it will gradually die. Maybe to us, this would be an easier way out then battling the storm. How idiotic and ignorant of us?!

Geez, what a feeling to start the day off. Time to work now. Good day!

my dearest beloved

I'm happy and thankful to have found you in my darkest hour. Thank you.

I am very much in love - today, tomorrow and forever. Hugs*Mwahs

I DEDICATE THIS TO SORAYA

hi sue.

This is for you.

Countless days I feel that you're great. All my friends are because they are unique. Since the first day I met you, I thought to myself, "the girl I am with now, without her tudong on seems so normal and awesome. She will achieve wonders but the only thing that would pull her down is maybe her insecurity".

And, its true! The Sue as I know her, is very insecure; by how she looks, by what she is great with, fearing she won't fit in and constantly thinking if she will ever be great in future.

Well Sue truth is, you've always been great no matter what you think about yourself. The last time I checked, you're the most talented amongst us all. At least you've ever danced (and continuing it now), you know melodies, can sing, you play the piano!, you've managed to finished your 2nd part Archi (even if you dreaded the whole time), you own cool friends like us, you met awesome friends in OZ when you thought you can't, a loving family to top it all and other meaningful things in life.

So dearest Soraya, I think you do have an awesome life. It may not be like others but you have achievements of your own. Don't compare, don't think and don't reminisce too much. Just live your life as it goes.

p/s: You're fortunate to be born talented when others wish to be.

This final quote is for you darling "the soul's joy lies in doing..." -Percy Bysshe Shelley

Love,

Nina Liyana

Continued Version

Relating to the last blog entry... I have decided it will be 1st April due to certain circumstances such as the arrival of my new boss in March, adjusting to my new responsibility @workload at work and also because I need to regain my brain confidence before I take that huge leap.

Oh and if you're wondering what I'm talking about, it's me deciding the date to start masters part-time. :)

Cheers to having everything alright again! Yeay!

18 Feb or 1st April

I like the idea of starting on the 1st of April. It makes it jittery sweet, just because its april fool. not. hehe

I'm contemplating again. Girls...if you're reading this, I need you here. How can I make decisions without screwing my life?

This is absurd-me think, because nothing you do in life that is good, should ruin lives-me feel. So I've concluded that I am indeed paranormal activity.

Nina, GET OVER IT! Just do what you have to do. Then again, the question is always gonna be the same. Either 18 Feb or 1st April or nothing at all?

Luck!

Dj Club

Last night was great with ma homies. Oh wait, its not great. Its AWESOME! and its been a long time.

We went to this karaoke open bar called Dj club. Initially I thought the Dj abbreviation stands for disc-jockey but then I realise that its actually Damansara Jaya. Hehe Wahh, what a smart coincidence.

So there I was with Noreen (the first 2 that arrived), sitting at the high table feeling "sexcited" to choose our songs and start singing along. And no joke, we chose over 20songs or more. Can u believe that? Other people would call that pure-obsession. :) After few rounds of drinks, only then the singing came out natural. But even our un-angelic natural voices were far better than those ca-ya-nun-alif's. no offence.

So while waiting for the rest of the gang to arrive and at the start of our Hotel California sing-a-long, we were blessed with a visitor. I was curious of why he said hello to us then something played in my head. "Perhaps our voices were too cool to be true". Yeah I think that was it. LOL. But you know what the fun part was, he asked if we were really from cali because he claimed he stayed in Hawaii for 8 years. Don't ask me what is the connection thou. Just think of this: How cool is that to have? Sandy white beaches on Hawaii Island-everyday is a holiday.

After that, the rest of the night went by so quickly when everybody came. We finally left the place at 2am with a heavy heart and an angry Noreen because she didn't get most of her songs due to bias-ness to those Chinese regulars. Among the song they sang, I only understood the "wo ai ni" song.

All-in-all, last night was pleasurable with an ending at a mamak stall eating nasi lemak until 3am. Thank God today I managed to wake up for work. Thumbs up to all.

xoxo

double-tree

I don't know why people tend to result in last minute decision or putting most "planned" things to the very last...I don't geddit.

Sunday is mama's 50th birthday and I have no idea where to buy that gift I have in my head for her. It would be an awesome gift I tell you, just because of ONE reason: she would definitely LOVE it. This gift is not like those other ordinary gifts I usually get for her birthday. But oh where?

So for now its just cards, dinner and a cake. I'm hoping for that elephant sculpture.

Make this possible. Oh, crap I don't geddit why I'm such a bad daughter for not planning this sooner. Geez.

H dot R

It takes ages for them to prepare it. I bet it will take approximately a week from now. So, I shall take my own sweet time to sign it. Yes, thats right!