Tolerance

normally i would be so unlucky with love...everytime falling back into love even as i dont realise it. when i least expect it to be perfect it does but when i want it to be? it would end so fast! *siGh* having meet various people make me so confused. sometimes i just thought it would be perfect to do something but in the end its just a total wrong step! i wish i had those six sense.

have i seen pigs fly? of course i do...but only when im with one particular person! so sad aint it? having fall in love with lotsa people but only experience the best of it just once? so pathetic but so true at the same time! i dont think i would ever feel the same way again. i really want to feel it again but its just that i dont feel the sparks anywhere in my other relations. I know im not blocking it cause ive tried my level best. and im being very untrue that one particular person.

how i wish i am not in this situation. so help me god! everytime i wanna say what i really feel and be honest, something would held me back from saying it just because i feel pity or i feel i would regret it later? love is the matter of taking risk and im obviously not taking any! i dont wanna lead a life out of lies...people would say just tell the truth but its not that entirely easy to do so..especially when the person ure supposed to love all your heart love you with all their heart n would do anything for you....am i bad?

to end this conquest i would just have to wait! maybe it wont be all that bad....sorry sweetie! i know u love me so much! im so bad for you! *hUgS*

pick up from a friend

Once upon a time, there was a teacher and his student lying down under a big tree near a big grass area. Then, suddenly, the student asked the teacher,

Student : Teacher, I'm confused, how can we find our soul-mate? Can you please help me?
Teacher : (Silent for few second, than he answer) Well, it's a pretty hard and easy question.
Student : (Thinking hard) Huh???
Teacher : Look on that way, there are a lot of grass there, why don't you walk there but please never walk backward, just walk straight ahead. On your way, try to find a beautiful grass and pick it up then give it to me. But just one. Student : Well, ok then... wait for me... (walked straight ahead to the grass field). A few minutes later...
Student : I'm back.
Teacher : Em, well I don't see any beautiful grass on your hand.
Student : On my journey, I found few beautiful grass , but I thought that I would find a better one , so I didn't pick it up. But I didn't realize that I'm at the end of the field , and I hadn't picked up any. Cause you told me not to go back , so I didn't go back.
Teacher : That's what happened in real life . What is the message of this story?

* Grass - is people around you
* Beautiful Grass - is people that attract you
* Grass Field - is time

* In looking for your soulmate , please don't always compare and hope that there will be a better one . By doing that, you'll waste your lifetime , cause remember " Time Never Goes Back ". It applies the same in finding your ideal life partner, your suitable career or business, therefore the morale is LOVE & grab hold of the opportunity that you have now , don't waste time!

~There Can Be Only One~

Doubutsu Uranai Results

You are Brown Wolf, who is innocent, pure and honest type of woman. Although you seem like a difficult person to get to know, and the way you are indifferent to your surroundings makes you seem like a saucy person, you really are generous and do not think much about your own advantages.You are not a sentimental sort of person, and will go on no matter how difficult it seems. You are also able to take on lots of duties at once.You can not stay in one place for a long time, and will go on moving on to new environments. You weakness is that you lack endurance.You are born good natured and a hard working person. But you can not carry things out efficiently, and lacks neatness. This makes you have a disadvantage. Nevertheless, you have great inquiring mind, and to something that interests you, you will go investigating into it deeply and thoroughly. You will be able to find and come out with your own unique idea. You don't care what the others think of you, and will stay faithful to your own way of living.You don't look back to your past or keep on dreaming about the future. You stay in put with reality.You are rather optimistic, and can overcome any situation quite easily.After getting married, you will be a family loving devoted housewife.

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SUPER SIZE ME

Why are Americans so fat? Two words: Fast Food. What would happen if you ate nothing but fast food for an entire month? Filmmaker Morgan Spurlock does just that and embarks on the most perilous journey of his life. The rules? For 30 days he can't eat or drink anything that isn't on Mcdonalds menu; he must wolf three squares a day; he must consume everything on the menu at least once and supersize his meal is asked. Spurlock treks across the country interviewing a host of experts on fast food and an equal number of regular folk while chowing down the Golden Arch es. Spurlock's grueling drive-through diet spirals him into a physical and emotional metamorphosis that will make you think twice about picking up another big mac.

"WOULD YOU LIKE FRIES WITH THAT? WILL NEVER SOUND THE SAME"

A documentary that everyone must watch...this is totally horrifying and i dont think i would want to go for fast food nymores!! its disgusting...vegie lover coming up! ahahahha...SAY NO TO SIZE UP n NO TO FATTY!!

JIGGLY FRIGGLY FRIENDS

Everyone in this whole wide world would die without friends to cheer them up or just to have someone make silly crazy things with them. In my history of friendship ive come across a lot of different kind of people. Some are just plain annoying, some are fun to be with, some are plastic and the list of people goes on never ending. I finally realise that we cant escape from people like that even where ever we go in this whole wide world. But one thing for sure there will at least be someone out there that would understand us and willingly be our soulmate. I know i wont be able to move on without my friends especially in all those hard times.

First dedication goes out to D.A.Y.D.E.C.K.. I met her about a year ago through friends. I dunno...but ive been very close to her ever since. She knows a lot about me and vice versa. We've been helping each other quite a lot for a new friendship binding. I know if we have been in the same college now we would grow closer intwinned with each other but distance makes it a bit difficult but hell yeah im appreciating her friendship. One of a kind i must say. But dont even mention about her shyness cause she indeed is ONE!! i dont get it how we could get along especially when our charateristics are very different. Too much differences for a good friend. ahahahha... but i still Love ya babe! and Thanks

Hands up for Zahie! No one is this entire world could understand me better than her! She is wicked, she is funny, she can talk non-stop, she is never-ending "agony-aunt" for me! I love her like i love my teddies. Would do anything for that friend even if she irritates me quite a lot but she knows how to handle me. The one touch no one has. My secret keeper most of the times just like my dear friend Daydeck. Despite her wickedness she is actually a very sweet girl that i couldnt compare with. The only wierd thing about her is she hardly would say a guy is cute or handsome. But once she gets an eye on someone it would surely be the most handsome n cute guy uve ever set eyes on. So you can always count on her cause she has perfect vision! SERIOUS SAID! Thank you for those incredible 6 years we had all along!

My partner in crime would be my best cuzz NONG. We did everything together most of the time. I would say we've tried everything when we are together. From the tiny little bits till the huge ever stuff i could imagine. I wouldnt exchange her with any other cuzz i could. She is my friend, she is my saver, she is also my helper! I can tell her anything without feeling shy. So ill keep it that way! *hUgS*

To sum up...my friends here are my JEWEL. Maybe as my journey goes around i would find more JEWEL to add in....yeah?

Thanks to them im here standing strong! Love you girls a lot!

i dedicate the song "INDEPENDENT WOMEN" to you girls!

Maximum Love,
NiNa

Feelings

I just cant understand the hearts of men
They tell you they want you and then they leave you
This is the first time, you`re special
I believed those words and I was so happy
You should have told me you didn`t like me any more
But I couldn`t see that and you just rushed me
Although I will curse you I`ll still miss you
Since I am a girl, to whom love is everything
I heard that if you give up things too easily
To a man, he will get bored with youI don`t think this is wrong
A girl says that she will never be fooled again
But she will fall in love again
You should have told me you didn`t like me any more
But I couldn`t see that and you just rushed me
Although I will curse you I`ll still miss you
Since I am a girl, to whom love is everything
Hey babe
The pain..........
It`s not enough

**it ain't easy to forget and move on**