normally i would be so unlucky with love...everytime falling back into love even as i dont realise it. when i least expect it to be perfect it does but when i want it to be? it would end so fast! *siGh* having meet various people make me so confused. sometimes i just thought it would be perfect to do something but in the end its just a total wrong step! i wish i had those six sense.
have i seen pigs fly? of course i do...but only when im with one particular person! so sad aint it? having fall in love with lotsa people but only experience the best of it just once? so pathetic but so true at the same time! i dont think i would ever feel the same way again. i really want to feel it again but its just that i dont feel the sparks anywhere in my other relations. I know im not blocking it cause ive tried my level best. and im being very untrue that one particular person.
how i wish i am not in this situation. so help me god! everytime i wanna say what i really feel and be honest, something would held me back from saying it just because i feel pity or i feel i would regret it later? love is the matter of taking risk and im obviously not taking any! i dont wanna lead a life out of lies...people would say just tell the truth but its not that entirely easy to do so..especially when the person ure supposed to love all your heart love you with all their heart n would do anything for you....am i bad?
to end this conquest i would just have to wait! maybe it wont be all that bad....sorry sweetie! i know u love me so much! im so bad for you! *hUgS*
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hey.. dont sound so sad.. i know its kinda hard for you.. n i know love is kinda a big thing for u as it is for me :P i've had that situation before n its frustrating coz its fill with guilt rite? but by the end, whatever u choose, it doesnt matter.. as everyone said, everything happens for a reason :) just take ur time to think it all n follow what u feel ok? u wont regret if u make the decision n dont listen to other ppl coz thats what u believe at that time.. just remember that we r always here for u ok? buzz me when u r free :P muahzz.. p/s: i terpakse buat blog utk post kan msg nie.. eehhee.. i wonder what i hafta babble in my blog...
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