Stand Up!

sadness is my cloud now. my forever emotional state. it erects anger in me. and i turn pretty ugly. this happens last night. i became protective of my own feelings. mine only. and didnt care of the others. i nearly lost someone last night. someone who i am comfortable with, part of my soul. im thankful for not losing him permanently. a friend once said "if you cant leave him, endure living with him cause you know you can't live without him.." it was one of the most wonderful thing ive heard. coming from someone i never thought would have said it. can't be better rephrase. so, today im better. after a dreadful night, crying myself to bed. and feeling all bitter, im fit to say...FAITH has brought myself together.