Computer Class

Few hours ago I did my laundry and it felt good with good smell in the room and all. Everything was perfectly fine until my computer class that is so damn bloody annoying whereby I have gotten a headache thru out the session. Hah! I don’t even understand half of what she is saying. So here goes my babbling in n out of the history of my GORGEOUS life. Mwahs love you guys!!

p/s: im in my computer class btw…cheating on the net!!! Yeah!! While sue is “bengang” cause she cant get online! ehehehe

The O.C

I know this may sound lame but im gonna write it anyways. The Orange county or famously known as The O.C starring cute Adam Brody and my forever loving Benjamin McKenzie (ahh..he's so cute!) Before i dont think i notice any O.C lying around the screen but after recommendation of a friend called SUE i am OFFICIALLY STUCK to it in an out...so now my days are filled with OC crave. Thinking of it makes me WAAAAAAAAA!!! something bout the series that mesmerize me in an instance. I can still remember the hours i spend watching OC few weeks ago on a school night using Sue's laptop and her dvd's. i was suppose to get some sleep but i didnt cause i watch OC instead till 3 or 4 in the morning. Watching from the beggining. Finally realise someone's cute with the smile! RYAN my lover....im considering myself as an OC fan cause im loving each time i watch it. I dunno how long this may go on but im counting on it to go as far as it can cause ive spend a lot already yesterday buying the whole season 1 just for the sake of re-watching....my mom fainted when she heard bout the money i spent! (hah..joke!) she wasnt even suprise as her daughter is noted to spend spend spend.
To all the people who havent or do not intend to watch OC...give yourself a break and go watch...maybe you'll like it and it would be another series of F.R.I.E.N.D.S becoming popular in people's heart.Or not like it? who knows? Cause even my cousin and my mom is on it...what about you?

I LOVE THE O.C!!!~~

suprisingly annoying

ok, i know this maybe a BELATED post blog as i was intending to write this last thursday but the electricity was cut off. since i didnt save it so now im sitting here again writing another yet fascinating write up of the year! yada yada

[thursday..what happened?]
i was up early and doing god knows what but surely it was hot the night before. cant really sleep as it was purely out of hell fire. well not to exaggerate or anything but thats how i felt (as if i know but who cares?). when to class as usual nothing out of the ordinary. well not until it was noon around 3pm. suddenly this one girl that used to call me names and swear me up her throat came up and said sorry? it was suprisingly good to hear but as i talked somemore with her she became suprisingly annoying!!!!! Ya Allah..serious i say! i can feel she trying to make me feel bad but guess ive encounter people like this more than once in my life so im just being annoyed. owh my god..this is the only thing i remember for thursday? owh ok la...wont add up anymore to make me a nagging mom. ill just live it here for people's review...ehehhe

BIRD WATCHING ENCLOSURE

today was a hot day. drank gallons of water just to keep me up the surface of NOT fainting. we did our presentation on our enclosure today. it basically didnt go well for my group. the wind manage to pull of some parts of the model and i know this means lesser marks. DAMNIT!!! but i really hope it survives la after the whole time constructing it. stupid base couldn't fit. Plus my lecturer was saying...hey why is the tree trunk green in colour? i was like...madam, its a not supposed to resemble a real tree trunk. we are giving it an abstract look. aiya!! takut also. thank god we pulled some strings to put sense in it. geezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
ok after the presentation we did have fun so that ain't bad at all kan? laughters in the air even with the hot wheater that roast our butts like hell but surely this day is unforgettable. Doom + happy...what more can we ask? Despite the lame n sadding part. I love my job and mayb anxious to have more...or maybe not? who knows for shhhuuuRReeee? *wink!

toodles and night everyone....

p/s: im sad to see the boards at the dumpster but well formerly know as cece-sally is off the hook and ready to go....sue, kuhaz we have done it! love for suckers u say...ahahahha

ok cun

"The measure of your life is what love you left behind when ure gone"

Life is precious people say. No doubt. Enjoy it to the fullest and we'll be ok. Love people with the capacity of your heart and mayb...just mayb we will get it back in return.

if u have a reasons to love someone ur loving him/her by mind but if u dont have a reasons to love someone then ur loving him by heart...

This is crappy! Sorry.....

something good

for a change im gonna write something happy in here...well the type i always want people to think of me but so far it has been very very hard to accomplished. sitting here makes me bored to death..haven't even started on my project yet but who cares? as long as im happy! out of all the days, today has been quite a cool day to have fun. has its ups n down but yeah im enjoying it to the max. nothing to share but well just writing in this space to update my very own e-journal to accomodate people's time with reading this never ending babbling session of mine. thank god my mom doesnt visit this journal of mine. if not she will be more tha furious to read bout my "so true" life. hah! her jewel n sweet young princess turning emotional n crappy at the same time. plus with BOYS problem everywhere. she won't approve it even in a thousand years. well thats my mom. the rockiest most gorgeous looking mom ever on earth. i love her (with a special tone).
oklah...guess i better get moving before my cuzz leaves me behind while they go and have fun watching movies. thanks guys for wasting your time reading my blog! love you guys a hell lot! *mwahs
p/s: nong, if ure reading this..just wanna let you know i miss you already. take care! *hUgS*

*ermm...

just need straightening for now...need my life back!!!

Craking Brain

Crying is something good for a reason i dunno how to explain. crying for me is the best medicine as i can recall back towards all the things that occured in my life...enough crap..reality here..yeah ok!

today was crappy in many odd ways...woke up every hour since wandy's last call last night till the crack of dawn. dunno whats wrong with me.the only thing i want to do at that precise moment is to soak myself in hot water so i can feel good bout myself again. when to have a bath around 9 before going to my first class of the day. it was ok.nearly shed a tear when my ustazah talked bout KEBESARAN ALLAH. didnt know why but my heart just ache a thousand bits per sec. it just touches me to the deepest core but gain back my strengh to wash the tears away. i feel neglected and so lonely...the emptiness space is getting bigger.

~~LUNCH~~

after lunch everything came back to normal...not really but yeah it was quite ok. slept thru the 2 hours gap between classes and wandy called so tears fell at the right place and i felt good afterwards. after waking up i walked to class early than usual. was still down cause the loneliness hasnt gone completely away from me but im copping. i was the first to arrive in class even if i took about 10mins to finally reach my class. stairs. stairs. stairs. tiring actually but how to complain right? my classmates started to come to class at 230pm. no big deal. hours after that i became normal once again. laughing, cracking jokes n yada yada.

as for now i feel lonely again..i seriously need a counselor..but not someone from my uni for one thing. no way hozey. anyways i guess thats about all...im going to go back to my room now n rest. but before that i maybe (i repeat) maybe go indulge myself with food. my bestfriend in the whole wide world.

toodles...i love the beautiful world...